Sunday, November 13, 2005
Start ?
"so are you in ?"
"Yes. But can you let me think through over it for a night ?"
"what is it that you are uncertain ? i can help"
"its all too sudden. Well, but sad but true, budget is the thing that is bothering me a bit."
"Yeah. Its coz you haven't been through the industry yet. But im proceeding you with what i normally do"
The night i did thought about it. Asking for friends opinions. I dunno why i think he might be using my songs to promote their band or stuffs...coz this year, i made really alot of wrong decisions and mistakes.
"yes. im in"
Today, i sent some of my other recorded demos to him, just for the sake to share, really. And i went out to chill. I got a call from Jinn just now saying that one of the track that i sent sounded alike with one of their band track, and he sounded kinda impressed, in a way, saying i copy their style..hahaha..
"ok..now..would you like to play shows for Vespertine ? i will considered having you play with us for our upcoming shows.. are you interested ?"
"Yes. Im in. Thats so cool man"
"cool. But i need to talk to the guys. You know, i have 5 other bandmembers. Everyone have their own opinion..hahaha"
"yea..of course i understand"
"ok.cool. i will call you soon. peace dude !"
That made my day. All this comes so sudden. The day was a disaster..i dunwan to talk about it here..but i guessed most of people know what happened.. but that call made my night. And he just edit and rewriting the new chorus for my song that we gonna be recording soon. Talk about passion..fuuu..Dunno how soon, but he arranged and will be meeting JD from pop shuvit soon to discuss about it.
I dunno how this will end up. Will this be another wrong decision and investment ? but whatever, making music is always one of my passion. Anyway, i think im kinda numb with any kinds of outcomes and false hope. But i think i learn and grow with each lessons..hehehe
I realised whenever there is a happy thing happening, there might be a bad thing happens in the same time. So does that means that, when the happy time past, the bad times will come ? and so for the latter ? hahaa..k.this is bullshit. But thats what happened to me for now..hahahaha
I have hopes. But dun dare to hope for too much. See what else this year can offer me before it ends...hahahaha...
Friday, November 11, 2005
Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa
Went with TC and ah Seng, who they have planned to go since last week but didn't get the chance. Okla..yea..the nasi lemak is nice. Nice, but not to say anything special..how special can a nasi lemak be rite ? maybe the sambal ? hhmm..somemore the normal RM1.30 nasi lemak is without egg one, have to pay extra for the egg...
But then...look at the queue... imagine at around 11:30pm at night with these people lining up just to eat nasi lemak...hahahahaha...didn't really went and took upclose pics, banyak orang..paisehh lehh.. If only my phone camera don't have the "ka chak" sound..hehehe..
And you know, after we finished eating, we saw this one "siu keong" (cockcroach) landed on top of one of the dunno what sambal kari container top. Crawling...crawling... KNNBECCB !
Drive along and rounding around Jalan Haji Taib 2 after that..hahaha...with all the infamous ah kuas and pimps..kinda scary sight.. i was kinda excited at first..asked Ah Sing to pick me up at the other end.. i wan to walk along the street a bit. I just started walking, i can hear a pimp shouting at me, rushing over my side, "lengchai, ci peng wu sui ehh" ( handsome, here got nice one ! ) ..saw this one small snack shop still open, went inside and hide for a while, pretend choosing a drink..hahaha..then i patah balik..hahahaha...i remembered seeing this one that look like a female wrestle .. fuiyoo..the muscle...imagine that....!!! hahahahahhaaa...
walls walls
My mom was a bit upset about it. My brother voiced out why don't we make a complain, coz they didn't really discuss with us first before building the space. And because of the construction, alot of the debris, cement and sand dirtied my mom small garden area...which they didn't apologised or offered to clean up for us also...not to mentioned the early morning grilling and hammering. Kinda frusfrating. But, sad but true, complain also no use coz they oledi halfway done.
Besides, this neighbour was me and my lil bro's piano teacher, but that was way 10 years back ago di la. They have a twins back then. I think they must have another familiy member di which they decided to build another room.
Talk about civic minded...
Thursday, November 10, 2005
black stud
Got myself a new black stud. "Wahh..finally after one year...hahaha"
abit lala. I know. dun care !
Friday, November 04, 2005
Thai Club No More
The worst club in KL i think. No more next time lor. But the CheeCheongFun+KunlooMee supper at Sunway after that burned down my fire a bit..good food makes you happy ! hahahaha...
After being nagged and tk-ed "n" times by everyone, especially my fatty, i finally bought myself a new phone. Got new toy to play..yeahh..hahahahaha...Now my phone won't die off halfway talking, won't have to hang and reset halfway while messaging...hehehe.. This would be so far the highest amount of money i spent on an item on my own, after monthly car instalment, and the Wacom tablet. Well, of course don't count my Ibanez guitar and amp stuffs coz those were more of taken from my dad's allowance for me in Aus..hehehehe..
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Butterfly are not meant to be catch
Met Sin and Kevin after that. Was asked, gonna give it a think this few days whether to join partner with both of them to runs a hangout cafe here in Klang.
Was bored, and a little upset and dissappointed over some stuffs the night later. Bought 2 cans of Gatorade and Shandy ( supposed to be beers, but im broke ! didn't knew a can of beer was at least RM7 lehh !! ) and went over fatty's place, the KTM jejantas that i always wanted to go up, but haven't got the chance yet. Was kinda creepy, with overlooking trees shadows here and there, luckily not alone..hahahaha..well, drink soft drinks (pathetic!), smoked, and bullshitted the night away... thats what you do when you don't have to work tomolo, and you are broke ! hahahaha...
You know what, i didn't knew Shandy tasted so niceeee !! remembered how i hate it few years back during CNY period when Shandy is everywhere. I think maybe im so used to beer and liquor, that Shandy suddenly tasted so..sweet. ahahahahaha...
Onionnnn..go sleep laaa !!! in front of the computer but dunwan do work somemore !!! skip ur breakfast onlyyy !! faster write your esssay !!! hahahaha...
Hari Raya is not here yet !
Dropped by Poppy after that, with Wei Loon, Cath, Daphne and Jessie. Met Dow Wei, Eshuan, Gary and friends over there. It rained before that, so the floor were quite wet and damp, but quite alot hot chicks that night..hahahahaha...
Didn't expected will go but end up going Loft @Zouk on Saturday night, with Jessie, Tek Mun, Weiloon and about 7-8 or maybe more of his friends. Open 2 bottles. Without hesitate, i start taking down more than 8 cups of Black Label Coke in within an hour time i think. It was only like just 12 midnight when i was oledi damn high and of course everyone knows that, and everyone try making me a fool ! hahaha..well..i think im a fool when im drunk. That 2 hours after that was damn high and fun. Dancing, screaming, drinking, teasing, peeing..ahahah..met Kenny on the dance floor, who happened to know one of weiloon's friend. Small world again.
Hahahhaa..when it was 3am+, time to go, im sober back again. At least sober than the other 2 gals, sober enough to drive..heheheh..even passed by "polis operasi" check without being stopped..fuuuu....:)
Forgot what i did on Sunday afternoon. I think chat online the whole noon. Went mamak at night with Joanne, it rained. It stopped. And it rained again. Damn potong stim weather. Have to like sit in the corner, no air at all..hahahaha..
Worked this afternoon. Went for dinner + Corpse's Bride + yumchar with Jessie, Ben and Ann. Corpse's Bride was nice and funny. Go watch go watch ! Ann ahh..next time dun be late lorrr !!! hehehe...
Ehh..pizza boy..i want tat disagree's t shirt also, quite nice..hehehehe..
btw..i just got to know Cath, Daphne, Tek Mun, and Amir throughout the weekends actually.:)
btw..happy deepavali everyone !
btw...selamat hari raya is not here yet !
Sunday, October 30, 2005
my eyes
TIGER EYES
You have Tiger Eyes (like
my username, haha)!
Positive Traits:
Determined, Passionate, Loyal, Strong,
Courageous
Negative Traits:
Aggressive, Ambitious, Domineering, Possessive,
Vengeful
Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have?
brought to you by
i agree..hahahaha
Friday, October 28, 2005
big stupid mistake
and i TER-SENT the message to the person that asked us to go online !!!
Yes...that person is my..BOSS....................
this should be one of the biggest stupid mistake i made this year....aii aii.
Digging my own grave..
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
hungry
kf : kasi roti telur satu
sin : roti kosong satu
sin : ahh..kasi ayam goreng satu
kf : dua, dua.
mamak fella : minum ?
sin : teh tarik
kf : sama
kf: eh, i feel like having mihun..ah..boss..mihun bungkus ada ?
mamak fella : ada
kf : kasi satu ya
kf : eh, got satay..
sin : wan ?
kf : u wan ?
sin : i order 10 sticks la.
After a 1 1/2 hour futsal + raining + planning not to have nasi lemak, practically not talking but concentrate eating for 20mins, both of us finished up 1 roti telur + roti kosong, 1 plate of mihun bungkus, 2 pieces of ayam goreng + 10 sticks of satays + 2 teh tarik + 2 ais kosong.
30 mins later ah sing reached,
"wah...who just left ?"
we just looked at him and smiled.
"crazyy..."
hahahaa...im so bloated now
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Lyricist
Was on my headphone and listening to Chevelle's this type of thinking (could do us in) album. With the headphone on, the album really brings you into a deep, one kind mood...i really dunno how to describe.. hahahaa... but damn nice and power.
But what i meant to say here is that some bands, like for here, Chevelle, their songs have very strong and deep, meaningful, sometimes meaningless, abtract lyrics. Besides Chevelle, bands like Deftones, A Perfect Circle have great lyrics too, or course there are more, but can't think of the others now.
Gave in again
The bastard
Can't keep refusing rights
So he'll loan the cash
But the sinIs on the hands of you
There's close enough
And there's too far
It won't change an empty stare (stare, stare, stare)
But I can't seem to end
These images
Hauntingly looks like hell (hell, hell, hell)
So to care or
Plead silence
Weak hands are calling
Come, enter the foriegn
Face, all that’s shameful
Cheat, may the past find
Out, separating ---- Panic Prone (Chevelle)
Well it's your right so
I'll keep on this path
Turning around
Bending the shape
Cutting it in
We could excel beyond
The latter fools
Start a new tone
Hating the same
Empty the room ----- Breath Birth (Chevelle)
wet wet
It was my first time going over to Heman's shop, after like...1 year ++ ? hahaa..but then cannot blame me also, i was in Melbourne last year, and of course people know i dun wake up that early ! ahhahahaa....
I was quite impressed with what he did to his shop. Well, he runs a shop in the wet market area, selling veges, kedai runcit stuffs and frozen food. Graduated with electric and electronic cert, he managed to set up 4 cctv camera using own resource and man power. I mean as in setting up the pc cctv program himself, getting the "cage" and cables to hang up the whole monitor with our friend's help. Besides, programmed or "reprogrammed" his own accounting software, labelled his whole shop product with barcode, touch screen system. And now, using his recently bought DELL palm to check and store information of stocks. I mean, for a shop that runs in a wet market area, seems abit exagarrating. I dun see the other shops doing that. But i admit, i was kinda impressed. Good job dude !
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::: alucard ::: says:
i woke up at 5am
::: alucard ::: says:
ahah
::: alucard ::: says:
ehh
::: alucard ::: says:
6
onionworld . † . in and out of nightmares*...on the way*... says:
wah
onionworld . † . in and out of nightmares*...on the way*... says:
so early!
::: alucard ::: says:
i know
::: alucard ::: says:
dun surprise !
::: alucard ::: says:
ahha
onionworld . † . in and out of nightmares*...on the way*... says:
so not u!
onionworld . † . in and out of nightmares*...on the way*... says:
i am not surprise
onionworld . † . in and out of nightmares*...on the way*... says:
i am SHOCKED!
onionworld . † . in and out of nightmares*...on the way*... says:
HAHAHAH
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Seee.....ahhahahaa...have a nice weekend everyone !
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Sleptilate
Thought i would just slept til later 10am. I have meeting at 11am. Then hopefully probably the meeting will be done by the noon, then i can come back and have a noon nap. But i dunno why i was waken up by boss's sms ( which i dun usually heard ! ), where he postponed the meeting to the noon. Aiii...spoiled my plan.
Honestly, i dun like working on weekends. I mean, WHO LIKE ? its always we were to do the work that can be delayed in the weekdays, while then weekends came, and we will have new pitchings and have to come up with something by Monday. Aiii...so potong stim some times. I rather the important ones cames in the week days, then the "slower" wan we can do it in the weekend. But then, can't blame also. I guessed its always like that in the business. What to do rite..
I can't slept back. Suddenly quite awake. A bit frus i think. And im hungry. Its 7am, and NOBODY will ever thought i will ask them for breakfast this early !!!!
Well, im going breakfast with Heman now. He believes me !!! Hahahahaha....
Monday, October 17, 2005
Alter Bridge
Alter Bridge !!
the album One Day Remains, their debut is fxxking awesome !!!! or to me laa..hahahahaa..
Alter Bridge band is all the former members of Creed, without Stapp the vocalist. The vocalist is Myle, previously from Mayfour Field. But it sounds soo different from Creed ! its so much rock and roll ! its like a bit back to the glamour rock with modern alternative. The sound is soo powerful !! the vocalist voice range is damn good !!!!
You know, this band makes me thought of Beyond. Before Beyond's main vocalist passed away, they have nice hits songs, but mostly are mellows and pop. After the main vocalist passed away, the 3 remaining members continue. Which where their new albums with only the 3 of them is soo much more rocking hard and better..or to me la..hahahah..
But here, Stapp from Creed didn't die la..hahahahaha...anyway, i didn't knew Creed disband oledi before this..hahahaha...
My New Toy
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Lock
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
bad stomach
My stomach felt one kind the whole day today...i blame it on tat...
Monday, October 10, 2005
Sunday, October 09, 2005
last week
It was 3am in the Monday morning, but it didn't ended there without some photo sessions..hahaha..we were like outside The Curve road taking silly pictures with stupid pose, where the guards there were like strolling up and down staring at us sighing..hahahaha...but it was all fun and tiring. Didn't realised it was almost 4am when we decided it really was time to go. And glad we did, coz it started pouring rain just after that.
Friday, October 07, 2005
Mr.E
where is your point of view ??
don't be so hard sell..
remember... obvious means contradiction..
do more research..!
think..always remember where is your point of view...!
yes fatt ! ..see..now you are talking...!
this is defintely so much better now rite ?
see...when you don't design..you design !
fatt..this is getting exciting !
now you need to work on the .....xxxxxx ...never ending..
im so get used with these phrases now..hahaha.. i think my fatty too.
Its the same routine for 3 pitching projects. Mr.E will explain the creative brief. He knows what he want in his mind. But then he don't want to tell us ! "i don't want to tell you, you go and feel for it yourself."
then surprisingly, everytime after the dissappointment lecturing and tking, we start getting what he wants. Few more pitching jobs in the list. Wonder how many more times we can surprise him ! This time have to wear thicker "shield" di...hahahahaha...come laaa..shoot la ! i block !
I wonder if they know me and vee were bitching about Mr.E behind him all the time... he is crazy...but then we agreed with his comments and ideas...hahahaa
I think im learning. This is a good training...maybe. heheh..
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Monday, October 03, 2005
speed wax
just washed and vacumm my car..and with the help of some polish wax, i managed to scrub off the scratch on my car from that day..hahahaha...no more black spot !
Sunday, October 02, 2005
bye bye VHQ
First time get to meet and know the other colleagues, even the big boss is so happening, asking us to drink more, get high, go dance..ahhaha.. took so many pictures, and also my last time di..ehhehe..things always get so much better towards the end. :)
party picture will come later on.
deepa raya !
Dropped by Poppy after that, with Wei Loon, Cath, Daphne and Jessie. Met Dow Wei, Eshuan, Gary and friends over there. It rained before that, so the floor were quite wet and damp, but quite alot hot chicks that night..hahahahaha...
Didn't expected will go but end up going Loft @Zouk on Saturday night, with Jessie, Tek Mun, Weiloon and about 7-8 or maybe more of his friends. Open 2 bottles. Without hesitate, i start taking down more than 8 cups of Black Label Coke in within 30 mins time i think. It was only like just 12 midnight when i was oledi damn high and of course everyone knows that, and everyone try making me a fool ! hahaha..well..i think im a fool when im drunk. That 2 hours after that was damn high and fun. Dancing, screaming, drinking, teasing, peeing..ahahah..met Kenny on the dance floor, who happened to know one of weiloon's friend. Small world again.
Hahahhaa..when it was 3am+, time to go, im sober back again. At least sober than the other 2 gals, sober enough to drive..heheheh..even passed by "polis operasi" check without being stopped..fuuuu....:)
Forgot what i did on Sunday afternoon. I think chat online the whole noon. Went mamak at night with Joanne, it rained. It stopped. And it rained again. Damn potong stim weather. Have to like sit in the corner, no air at all..hahahaha..
Worked this afternoon. Went for dinner + Corpse's Bride + yumchar with Jessie, Ben and Ann. Corpse's Bride was nice and funny. Go watch go watch ! Ann ahh..next time dun be late lorrr !!! hehehe...
Ehh..pizza boy..i want tat disagree's t shirt also, quite nice..hehehehe..
Thursday, September 29, 2005
alucard
Alucard (or "Dracula" spelled backwards) is the long lost son of the Count. He is half human, half vampire, as his mother was a mortal. Although he served his father, he was soon convinced that spreading his father's evil was wrong, and joined Trevor Belmont in his fight. He uses a Ball of Destruction as his main weapon, but he can't use any other special weapons. Alucard can take as many hits as Trevor. Since Alucard is a vampire, his main power is the ability to turn into a bat and fly around until the hearts run out (turning into a bat consumes heart at the rate of roughly 2 per second) or when he gets hit by an enemy.
Alucard is also known as Adrian Fahrenheit Tepes. After helping Trevor destroy his father, Alucard put himself to sleep in order to put his cursed bloodlines. However, he is awakened once again to discover why Richter Belmont has disappeared in Symphony of the Night.
The offspring of an unnatural union between Count Dracula and a human woman, Alucard possesses inhuman strength and dark magical powers. His weapon of choice is a sword, and he uses a variety of them to serve his needs. He is an adept shapeshifter, commonly using the forms of wolf, bat, and mist to confuse and terrify his opponents. Alucard also relies heavily on ancient relics and magical items to perform elaborate magical attacks.
Gleen what you can from this*L* All I can say for sure is name: Alucard AKA Adraian Farenheights Tepes and age: 400 or so
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Letter to you
You talked like you know. But i don't see what you have said, and you didn't show us anything. I wonder if you are aware yourself where are you heading...you are not that young anymore. 1 more year and you will have "3 cards."
I really hope you do make up your mind what you really want to do for your life and business. Please don't lose your passion and changed your mind, or got distracted, or gave up halfway all the time..at least give me more confident that im helping you with something that will help you, and i will be very happy for that..and not again with works that i put effort in doing it for you but you don't put it to good use...you are not always lucky..maybe you are still lucky now, with a partner that provide you with what you needed now. I wonder what would happened if one day she decided to leaves you ...
Watever, im still your lil brother. I will still help you, and deep inside, i support you. I really hope it won't end up we have to support you in the future...i don't think parents really gave up on you yet. They really still loves you, think of why they let you off independently for so many years but they didn't pressure you or make decisions for you ? easy..bcoz they understands you. Sometimes i asked them why are you like that, why are you doing this and that ? and they will come up with many excuses to cover ur mistake for you...
Think. You are not that young anymore... and i really dunwan to be like you when im ur age.
Who scratchhhheddd
Black car....so obvious with the white scratches...aiii...
Monday, September 26, 2005
MI2
Watched Malaysian Idol 2 grand final live on 8tv. Didn't really follow at all every week. But the grand final, which live in Genting, quite nice to watch. Alot of funny ones..even my father is laughing..hahahaa..but i still think last year winner, Jacklyn Victor, more power ! hahaha..there was a part when all the MI2 contestants, including Daniel and Nita was performing, then Jac came out and sing, fuu..the rest can "sao pei" oledi..ahhahahahaa...
But then what Roslan and Paul Moss said at the Press is true. Jac is a very good singer, no one can top her. But there are alot of different types of singers outside. We are not looking for another Jac.
Didn't know why i didn't really follow this season's MI. Last year, although in Melbourne, but me and Ben were like waiting for every friday night to pass, then we can download the clips from the net and watch..hahahahahaa..i wonder if they still can download from the net for this season..hehehee..
My poster in my room all fell off. Stupid hot weather...or izzit the bluetac's problem ? too lazy to stick it back la..aii
Friday, September 23, 2005
Bird Shit
Aii.. bird shit....
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Break Rule
Well, it wasn't really the plan. Keguang were outside together with Bighead when he called, asking just going out for a short while. When i got up the car, they said we were heading nearest Subang. Where else in Subang besides pyramid side there. In the end, we were standing in front of Flam and Qbar. I was wearing shorts, but still they asked and they allowed people wearing shorts to go in...hahahahahahhaaa... so well, it wasn't the plan in my mind to go clubbing today, so i shouldnt be blame...hahahahaha...
Ok..im a bit high after a cup of Bacardi Limon and half jug of beer. Flam were spinning House, then RnB towards the end. Not too crowded, not too bad, i had fun :)
K. Enough dream. Go to bed...nite nite~~
ps. I remembered i need to shit before going out, should i shit now...or should i just hit the bed ? hhmm... i think my shit can wait...sorry shit !
Friday, September 16, 2005
So weird
Why is she treating me so good these days ??
Why is she giving me that grin and smile everytime she walks in ?
Why when after i decided to leave ?
so weird..hahahahaha...
Thursday, September 15, 2005
New Bag
I bought it for RM35 in Bangsar pasar malam. Think it was a bit pricey but the stall seller was humble and nice. Well, as long as i like it and i'm happy. heheheh:)
One very good thing is that, now this new bag can fit my water bottle ! hahahaa..no need the hassle to hold it with my hand anymore !
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Nism++
Impressionism ?
Postmodernism ?
Expressionism, live in the shadow of impressionism with the feel of postmodernism.
Expressionism + impressionism + postmodernism = the sinful black
??!!!!
Can't wait till September ends
3 stooges with 3 different language nicknames for the same phrase. What a coincidence ! hahahaha
Friday, September 09, 2005
AcousticSpace
But you slowly prove to us you have what it takes..
You push !
Think. Ask. Fresh. Express
Is not what you know, its what you don't know !
Expressionism. Impressionism.
Maximalism. Minimalism.
Minimalism will evolved into maximalism..
maximise to the end, you throw away everything, it become minimalism !
how fool are we ? i've been fooled by design elements !
Ohh..damn !!
AcousticSpace !
Am i really that lucky ?
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Weak and powerless
Felt weak and sleepy now. I didn't really have enough rest lately. Nowadays my phone and alarm rang but i couldn't even hear it. And strange enough, i always woke up an hour later than my alarm set time, which make me paranoid abit..hahahaha
I dunno where my time goes this few days. I dun think im that busy YET. Had meetings, had appointments, had unexpected yumchar session, and tking session ( yea..i saw Eric for the first time since he came back, with ivan....hahahaa..), had expected deadlines, dun have enough time to do my own thing, always couldn't make it in time to watch the show and tvb i wanted to watch in tv.
Recently, i havent really sit down and talk with my parents. They must have think i've been "busy".hehehe...my mom try to make quick conversation about my work stuffs this morning but i was really late for work that time, so i told her i will talk to her soon about it. How many times have i used that words... but still, she have been nice lately. Make me honey lemon drink, buy me mooncake, put pandan leaves in my car... hahahaa...
I want to buy a tablet. Felt so stupid at home using Illustrator at home without it..hahaha.. i want to buy new phone ! the batt is really a bitch nowadays..never would let me talk for more than 5 mins ! I want to buy webspace ! I want to buy car cd player ! I want to install the Wira SE spoiler like Ivan's one !!
Anyway still...life is good !
Sunday, September 04, 2005
merdeka merdeka belated
We went over one of the big park somewhere in Hartamas, brought snacks, vodka, orange juice and ipod. and we partied the night for Merdeka ! hahahaha....Me, Ben, Jessie, Robin,CV then my klang kaki Teck, Kevin and Toulin came joined us later. :)
i still remembered ...
The bucket of Twistie+Cheeze look like dog food.
CV got us candles. Wooo...it feels nice with the candles around. Looks like a ritual.hahah
Pardon Me is the only few songs in CV's ipod song list that i know how to sing the lyrics fully. Me and Jessie duet Don't look Back In Anger. And i screamed on Creep's bridge.
Teck called. I was too drunk to know what he saying so i just passed the phone to Jessie everytime he called. And i think Jessie passed to CV..hahaha..
Everyone is dancing. CV, " you guys are sure gonna like this man ! "
I went off to pee for dunno how many N times.
We had our own version of Malaysian idol. I remembered i bowed, preparing to sing, but then i totally forgot what i sang, the next thing i know..i was force to be Kak Jee. hahah..wat the..
Looking down from the cliff top when i went to pee, the whole park look like Charlie and chocolate Factory inside playground, with all the "ommpa lommpa" running around..hahahaha
I remembered i ran out to stop this car, shouting at them, and turned out, it was my friend's car. Hahahaha...
I was bitten on the neck by a "dracula", and another "monkey" attacked me on the hands...
i've left alone towards the end. Guessed everyone is too used to me being drunk. So i was given "space"..hahahaha..
ps. I try not to think too much next time. After all, everyone is drunk and having fun.hehe
Friday, September 02, 2005
Bye Bye VHQ
party picture will come later on.
Bye Bye VHQ
party pictures will come in later.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Bit
I promised you since last week that i will buy you a nice dinner before you head back. Days passed by soo quickly, i dunno why i didn't make it up for you. That day was really supposed to treat you that meal, but then, who will know Alvin's parents will suddenly appeared and treat all of us ! i promised you yesterday i will buy you dinner, but i went and got drunk instead. Instead you guys came up and join my friends. That was ..awesome...:)
You were so busy the whole day today..up and down..so in the end, i didnt get to treat you a nice meal also...aiishh..hahahaa..wei, dun blame me la ya..
Teck, see you in a year's time !
Sunday, August 28, 2005
this time
I can feel things are getting better nowadays..
I have humourous but supportive friends..
i have good feelings that good luck is coming to me soon..
I have confident what im doing now will see success one day..
actually, nothing is happening rite now..hahahahahaa...
Can i not wake up ? hahahahaa...let me continue dream !~~~ !
what should i dream of tonight ? enough of rockstar dream..hahahaha..
Maybe i try to dream myself being a conman ! maybe a vcd seller ? or a pimp ? maybe one of the Genting card decker ! maybe a big tycoon !!!! eh ehh..maybe one of the contestant in The Apprentice.. !!!! hahahaha..maybe a wrestle ? nahh...maybe a street clown ? a pole dancer ??? fuuu !!! or a plastic surgery doctor !!!! hahahahaa...or a pirate ?? hhmm... a madfish !!!!!
k..wan to continue reading Da Vinci Code..wonder when only will i finish it..ahahahaha...
Thursday, August 25, 2005
refresh
After more than 3 weeks of procastination, and 2 weeks sort of "brainstorming", actually it only really take like few hours..(well, thats how idea works, when it comes..it comes ), me and Vee came up with concept, idea, and storyline for upcoming Astro Short Film awards, which deadline is end of next month. We plan to do storyboarding and camera angle in Ipoh this weekend, well, if we are really going down la.hahahaha.. Then start shooting by start of next month. Wooo..kinda excited, coz we gonna shoot in our ol' hinhua high school, and hopefully we got "crew" to help us out..hahahaa :)
After few years of procastinating, now i decided and i wan to get my own web domain space this time. Geocities always server down la..hahaha..Mainly, i want to share out all my music demos for download. So i think i need higher bandwidth. And of course, load up my artworks, clips and bullshits..ahhaha. If i got the time, i plan to start my own short Flash animation, inspired by Pucca and Happy Tree Friends.. hahahaha. Well, as said, if i got the time and inspiration laa..hahahaha..
Anyone got good webspace offer ? i think 50mb webspace should be enough. Bandwidth hhmm, dunno...500mb for month ? 1 gig ? see how la.
That day i realised my work contract gonna end by end of next month. Then yesteday morning, i start sending out a few resumes, some from Swee, who have nothing better to do than browsing for jobs in Jobstreet.com during working hours ! hahaha..hey..thanks ya ! and the same day evening, i went and talked to my head. And she told me she gonna extend my contract till end of the year... so..dillemma abit..
Im reading Da Vinci Code nowadays. Abit outdated di i think..haha. Borrowed from Vee. But i think Vee borrowed from Keong. So means, i borrowed from Keong la..ahhahaha..and yes..it is TRANSLATED IN CHINESE !!! SO ?!! SO ?!! hehehe..honestly, i think its easier to read English book than Chinese words nowadays. I really forgot how long ago was my last chinese novel, or even story books ! k la..comic don't count laaa..hahahaha.. it really does takes more time to read in Chinese, or well, maybe just for me.
Sunday, August 21, 2005
J
I sort of finish composing and recorded the song. But when i try to listen back, i realised the rhythm don't sounds like English song, nor Chinese lyrics. I try to mumble mumble... i found out, it sounds like a Japanese song.. !! and i dunno Japanese..
Anyone can write me Japanese lyric ?? hahaha..
Sunday, August 14, 2005
that day and that day
that day i was exposed and interested in event management freelances...
that day i made Fe worried about our deadline and punctuality...
that day the haze made me misses Melbourne weather so badly...
that day my dad reminds me how much money i owe him...
that day i had so much fun at DuViet and La Bodega...
that day i had a good time in Pizza Hut...
that day i met Bigfoot and good to know she is doing great...
that day she msged me at 4am in the morning...
that day you make me realised that you had make it clear again...
that day i was introduced to new job environment...
that day i was explained about new financial planning...
that day i was exposed to unit trust investment...
that day i broke my 6th guitar string...
that day i realised i need networking...
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Small World
And i didn't knew it for 1 whole year until i realised Jason, my friend, was in Joyce's cousin, Velynn's friendster friend list.
The power of Friendster.
And what a small world again..
And i just realised Friendster can upload up to 25 photos now !
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
I and I
I went clubbing with Elaine and Win on Friday nite.
I went Pulau Carey for seafood on Saturday nite. Keong and Sing's treat.
I went to my fatty's degree show on Sunday.
I went for last minute ktv on Sunday midnite but turned out they were closed.
I went for 8tv interview again today morning.
I think im getting down with a flu now.
Its so hot with the haze and someone burnt the lalang near my house somemore.
I supposed to go for "tong sui" with my friends now but my nose water can't stop leaking.
I think my eyes is closing and i need to sleep.
I think i will ffk my friends later. hahahahahaa...
Sunday, August 07, 2005
The power of Music
Jack was playing all his mp3's. Everyone was busy and quietly doing their work, including me. Hahahaha.. then our boss, Fe, came out from her room and sat on the sofa. Jack's mp3 were playing Sarah Mchlachlan "angel" ...
Everyone was quiet. Jack's mp3 were the only thing can be heard. Halfway through the song ...
Fe : "aiyooo...i feel like killing myself di lah .."
hahahahahahahahahahahhahaaaaa....everyone laughes.
Then Jack quickly changed the music. hahahahahaaa...
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Lost and Found
I lost my house keys last Monday after futsal. Was kinda a big unconvenient for me to knock on the door or call up my bro to open the door for me, especially when i back on midnight. Dunno why but i just felt reluctant to duplicate another new pair. No time also, but that is just an excuse. ehhehehe..
Last Saturday, i almost wanted to duplicate the keys, coz cannot tahan di. But dunno why i hold back in the end, thinking that i must have left it in the futsal court area, gonna try my luck next week to see if the people there picked it up.
And yeah...its with the people there when i went for futsal just now..ahhahaha.. thanks thanks thanks.
Monday, August 01, 2005
Nice Weekend 2
Friday night after work, i played guitar so loud until my mom tiu-kaoed, then i become si lai, watched Astro tvb throughout the night, then mamak at midnight.
Saturday noon, i met up with Wee San, which she found me in Friendster, with that we are from the same kindergarten, and she remembered my name. And since she stays just behing my house, so we agreed and went out for a drink, and that to bring along all our kindergarten pictured that we have ! hahahahaa.. honestly, it kinda feels like a blind date, or as said like a net meeting to her...coz we dun really know each other actually..ahahhaa. And it turned out quite some of the pictures that we have are the same ones ! that proved we should have known each other since kindergarten. and seriously, the world is small, she knows alot of my friends !!
Saturday night, went ktv with my ACA friends, only about 10+ of us, but we took the VIP room..hahahaha..., after that, went clubbing at RUSH with Kevin, Teck, Eric, Yaw, and 6 girls ! drama a bit here and there, shhhhh...but still..i prefer ladies night ! hhmm... supposed to go Qbar, but last minute heard said Qbar and cafeFlame license kena gantung. Too bad.
I slept through Sunday morning and woke up during noon. Played guitar and chatted online. The night, 13 of us celebrated Keong's birthday at... ktv again..hahahaa. im really slowly losing my voice.
Aiii..back to work again tomolo. At least its pay day !
And damn potong stim to know the price of oil increase again..sigh...
Friday, July 29, 2005
Fat Police
Just on my way out from my home today, there stood a traffic police with his motor, waiting to like just rush out anytime to stop cars. As i just cornered out from my house, i haven't put on my seatbelt yet. Damn..i tried to pull and the damn seatbelt stuck !! the police saw me di...but i didnt look at him. I passed by him, then i can see from my back mirror that he started following di ! without hesitation, i just sped off from that junction and i know there's a SHELL just after the turn out. Once i turned out, i sped into SHELL, SHELL behind punya toilet space !!!! just enough for one car space..wuahahahahahaa... i just stopped there, for about more than 3 minutes i think. Well, of course, until when my heart pumping start subsiding..hahahaha.. assuming that the police didn't got to follow my tail, i continue my drive. And lucky enough. hehehee...
Then, when im at a cross junction traffic light somewhere after LUCT, i saw another police again, on the opposite road. Standing behind the walls, peeking at the cars that are gonna U-turn into the road. wat lao ehh..hahaha..i tell you ahh..i felt like taking a sniper and shoot him down !!! if only i have one that time !!!
The third one of the day was when im on my way driving back. Someone sms-ed and i was checking the message, haven't noticed the police yet. When i realised, the police is in front di !! i was still holding the phone with my left hand. "oo..shit" that time..the police were waving his hands to my car, but somehow his eyes weren't really looking at me. So i don't care la, just went off. Maybe he just signally me to GO faster. fuuuu....hahahaha..safe again.
End of month di ahh..all this big fat police start coming out looking for victims, for "duit makan". Damnnn..why is all this police have big tummy ? come to think about it, i haven't really see a thin looking police yet !!!
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Onion and his Obsessions !!!
Monday, July 25, 2005
Nice weekend
Thursday nite i went RUSH again....which is my 3rd time clubbing in this month !!! wooooo...things were getting better and better and better ! and damn... i think by now the whole world knows about my blood RUSH-nite di. Thanks to that big mouth..hhmmm..!
I was so freaking late for work on Friday. Reached company at 2:30pm !! hahahaa...luckily my boss MC that day..wat a luck !! the night were spent at Su Wah's birthday party. Was suddenly being asked to be the camera man..aiii.. This girl got purple wall's room. Quite cool, but weird after a while..hahahaha.. Happy Birthday Gal !
Saturday night went down Kuala Selangor for seafood. met all the ACA gang : Cathy, Kian Meng ( woo..damn fat di), Wee Liong, Twu Chin, Sie Jie, Hock Chuan, Pei Fen. Woo..i tell you, the food is sooo good, but the long journey there is no good. Well, it was Yoon Sing's bday treat. Happy Birthday ! You da man !!
Sunday noon. Sorry if i make you frus again. Please forgive me...
Tonight were Joyce's birthday. Another birthday wish to you, gal !! was at Ice Cream cafe with my klang kaki's to spent the night. Heman got her Kiwi cake. Its nice, but the kiwi is too sour after a while, so not nice..hahahaha.. everyone is happy tonight. I think the cafe boss like Jay Chou. Like playing the cd over and over again..
Before that had dinner with Vivien. Went for pizza. Wooo..haven't seen this gal for like months di. Tried the new pizza. Wahh, seriously, i took 3 slices, i sudah full !!! 3 types of full layers cheese in it ! fattening like hell ! hahahahaa. It was mega sales, walk walk a while and bought myself a tee. I think its my first since i came back Malaysia !
We ffk-ed supposedly Hui Peng's wedding buffer dinner. Guessed she didn't officially invited us. So none of us went. Well, if we went, we won't be celebrating Joyce's birthday then. So its all good.
My passion of music are back. I started picking up my guitar after a month procastinating about getting new strings. I finally changed the whole 6 strings, and it gaves the full solid new sound to it ! woooww ! Jeng Jeng Jeng, sorry neighbours !!!
Thanks for all the encouraging words and advices. Since some of you used anonymous, so i lazy to go guessing who wrote what also. Thanks anonymous !
To you guys :
we go for dinner this Wednesday night at Williams ? 830pm. I will be there.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
3 libras
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me
Well I threw you the obvious,
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy.
Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see,
See through it all,
See through,
And see you.
So I threw you the obvious
Do you see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
Well, oh well..
Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all.
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all
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Wooo...if only i remembered this lyric that time when i wrote the previous post, i've have just posted that up. Then can save up all my craps..hahahah...The words are so weird but do strike a meaning or feelings here and there. I damn like this song, Some people said, Maynard James Keenan ( a perfect circle ) just putting and arranged all the words for the lyric to sounds, cool ! well..how cool is that then.
K la. Im back. :)
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
till then
This is who i am and i think im really sick of who im..
Why do i always need to endure all this ?
yes..i get frus on things easily..im bad in emotion controls..
im the sicko..the sadist..whatever..
chill chill chill..tats all can people say.
but sometimes
i really think why i get frus ?
do you all really think of why do i get frus ?
and why is only me the one that get frus and brings up trouble all the time ?
why not the others ? WHY !!! WHY !!!
And why must i the one always forgive and regret ? regret and forgive ?
I think i know..
Im always the last person to everything..the joker..the being make fun stupid moron..
never anything that i said ever make sense, or no one even bother..or im being ask for the sake of asking ..whatever. KF will always be the same KF..nevermind him want la..he is ok one laa.
Im not a attention grabber, and i dont ask for your attention. so Don't ask me to do things that you know i won't do and then start blaming me..start blaming me. Don't ask me in just because you need more numbers ...
I have feelings really..being hurted and hurted and hurted and dissappointed and dissappointed ...
trying so hard to cover up everything but ends up starting over and over again ..
Who will think i dun get frus ?
who will think of me ???
I know how it feels ... everyone have feelings..i have feelings too !
i think im still young..i dunwan to keep on keeping all this inside, keeping all this inside ...my good cells will end up being bad cells, bad cells ends up becoming cancer cells !
Maybe im still a loser after all ...
this town don't feel mine ..
i will change .. but i don't think anyone cares..i don't care either !
Really needs to get all this out of myself. Don't think will be blogging so soon.
till then.
Monday, July 18, 2005
Phone
My phone ? ha.. ! dunno fell like how many zillion times di. Nowadays everytime it fall, sure will like how you throw a water melon down from 2nd floor..splsssaahhh !!! hahahahaha...the battery will fly out, the casing will break into different pieces, the keypad will fly off..luckily the SIM card didnt fly off ! hahahaha...kesian my phone la..haishhh..nowadays my battery also cacat, full charge can't last me for 1 whole day, then occasionally will hang, or suddenly "insert sim card"....or talk halfway will off suddenly..and my volume keypad rosak di...fed up..hahahaha..
Was browsing through Sony Ericson website. Quite surprised to see all the models, as more than half of it i haven't yet seen before. Its always like that, you don't noticed things unless you are interested in it or you need to get one of it. Hehehehe...like for Weiloon's K700i, it was oledi out since last year...now only i knew about it..hahaha...the new K750i quite cool, but i think the price wont be less than 1k la..hahaha..one thing nice about the site is that, for every phone they have this one "try this phone" link, which you can view and play with the phone in 3D view mode. Quite cool !
Should i get a new phone ? i think i should !! what else phone is nice ? anything besides Nokia maybe..have been using it since the start..heheh
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Sum Ting Wong
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something to perk u up and chase away the monday> blues ..................:P>>
Sum Ting Wong went for a job interview to be a secretary. When the Manager saw Sum Ting Wong's colourful attire and gold and white highlighted hair, his mind is screaming, " NOT THIS WOMAN.". Nevertheless, he still had to entertain Sum Ting Wong. So he told Sum Ting Wong, "If you could form a sentence using the words that I give you, then maybe I will give you a chance! The words are GREEN, PINK, YELLOW, BLUE, WHITE, PURPLE and BLACK. Sum Ting Wong thought for a while and said: "I hear the phone GREEN, GREEN, GREEN, then I go and PINK up the phone, I say YELLOW...... BLUE's that ? WHITE did you say? Aiyah, wrong number, lah.........Don't PURPLEly disturb people and don't call BLACK, ok? Thank you.
The Manager fainted !!
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was this a coincidence ???
shit..i think im making a fool of myself again..nvm..hahahaha :)
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
New Paris
We should do this more often !! i don't mind if we go to SS2 New Paris again, coz i think the food there is really nice and cheap ! that day, the tofu is damn nice, but i think it came quite late, so everyone is too stuffed with the other dishes, which is also very tasty. The curry fish looks quite plain, but damn nice, and not too spicy also. Just maybe some of the dishes quite oily, but good food is always like that. hahahahaha...
Monday, July 11, 2005
sicko
and i gotta work tomolo ..helppp. :(
Saturday, July 09, 2005
nice night
I "high high" danced through the whole night ! didn't got drunk. But Kevin and Teck got blarddy drunk...i have to stop like more than 10 times on the way back for Teck to puke. Scary sight. Luckily no road block. But i guessed everyone enjoyed the night and was satisfied. Well, at least im. Yes, im. Hehehhee...
And my Winamp is playing "the rasmus - the first day of my life" .. so suits my mood now. But i need to get some sleep now. Going dinner with the Babi Clan and friends to celebrate Bennyboi's birthday tonight. Hope is a great one !!
Happy Birthday Bennyboi !!! :)
Yea FYI. I got a 2 days off from work. I sort of finished my scheduled work in time, and the audio for the next job haven't come in yet till next week, and i was given a 2 days break. Cool ! heheheh..
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Ken's Wedding
Going for another one soon again. Aiii...the price of "accidents" ? hahaha...jk
Some recent work
My first artwork using wacom. Damn lame i know..hahaha.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
better ?
Take me for example. I think most people know i couldn't really drink rite ? hahahaa...will KO with just a few shots. And i will start behaving like ..."watever you want to call me"..hahaha
The next day.
Friend A will say, " next time you don't drink oledi la !"
Friend B will say, " come, lets get wasted again this weekend !"
My opinion,
Friend A intention is good. He knows i cant drink, so he tell you not to drink again, else they will have to take care of me after that. And for my own good also, so i don't feel the bad hangover.
Friend B intention is good also. He knows that i can't really drink, but they wanted me to have a good time. They know they need to take care of me after that but they don't mind as they felt i did enjoyed myself before that.
Hahaha..dunno what im crapping also. But for me, i think im the friend B kind of person. I will always encourage my friends to go drink and have a good time, suffer later !!! hahahahaha...
Dun Click if you think im a bitch. Hahahha
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Ultraman
Abit of War of the World spoilers.
You know, when the first alien or watever appeared from the ground, i was thinking... will Ultraman come out to the rescue ? hahahahahhaaaa...coz the monster or alien or whatever look like those enemy from those 80s Atari game character. I also dunno why Ultraman appeared in my mind. Maybe because the alien is so tall and huge, then the buildings are so small. Like quite ngam if Ultraman was there. ahahhaa...Somemore with the aliens 3 long legs, tiu tiu tiu.. tiu tiu tiu.. there goes the laser beam. Felt like small kid. Hahahahhaha...
But the adrenaline rush is there throughout the whole movie. Steven Spielberg movie, not too bad. Just occasionally i will laugh, coz i still hoping for Ultraman to come out for the rescue !!! hahahahaha..
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Sorry, no offense to people who like the movie. Hehe
Friday, July 01, 2005
Chinese
Then in the same time, they can say movie like Batman Begins, or Mr. and Mrs. Smith is a crap movie, just because they dun understand the conversations. How can someone that couldn't even get a 40 marks, not even near a 60 passing mark, for a English test go tell everyone which english movie is shit and not to watch which English movie ? and then can say 100 good things about which which Chinese blockbuster, just because they understands it, they feel proud of it.
Well, in this case, i didn't say that Initial D or Mr. and Mrs.Smith is nice or not. Both also i havent watch..hahahaha
I think this kind of people quite pathetic lor. I mean, maybe its not your fault that you are poor in certain language, but don't la go so anti about it. Makes you look like fool sometimes...
Just my thoughts when i finished futsal yesterday, and went mamak with a bunch of chinese old friends.
